Nobody knows

The times I've tried
The times I've failed
The times I've been alone
With dashed hope lone
Like an Orphan in a deserted home.

When people smile
I strife to hold back the tears.
What an irony of stance
Suicide thoughts runs through my brain
Affecting my vein.

Feeling despondent
Thought I could never make it then
When tough people fail and give in to fate,
Strongest people love to live beyond blemish
And that's what I aim to dish.

Nobody knows the times I've cried
I fought battles people failed
I won battles,nobody hailed
Those who knows darkness knows I've lived in oneness
Like the baby in the foetus anticipating to see life's light.

             Philip peace✌
"words from the innocent mind"